K, I'm not too sure exactly where to start or what to say other than I'm tired, stressed out, not sure which direction to turn my head..etc. We have had a " not so good" weekend with Kennedy, yes I will admit that she was with my parents for a couple days, but don't think that it contributed to the " happenings " of this weekend.
Sometimes I start to doubt myself as a mom when she goes into her " fits " and I wonder: Where did I go wrong?
Mike and I try or best with her, but yet to no avail feel like we are getting no where. And I recently received a phone call from the place that is to asses her further and well they pretty much shrugged me off and streamlined me to another place, there's another 4 months of waiting for us. So I finally got angry today and called our doctor again and told them the situation of the weekend and how things are totally not getting any better and how I've been streamlined now, and I'm not impressed. And thank fully they got us tonight to have a chat bout it all. I never understood how other parents felt while being in these situations with their own kids that behave this way, but now I do and need support and understanding of it all. I am hoping to get some issues solved tonight and let some of the stress off my shoulders. Enough I say, enough.
i know some of you know exactly what I'm going through and some don't but thank you to all that are sticking by my side through this, this is tough.